How i miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade.

If not mistaken,it's been 4 months i haven't seen Ecah & Imran.I believe they have grown up now and completely forgotten me.I miss them so much especially Ecah.I miss those days when she called me "uncle",i miss her kisses,i miss her voice,i miss everything about her.I miss those days when i took care of her for a week.It was "uncle day care" for me.hahaha Let see,i have to wake up around 6.30 in the morning because her grandma is going to school.Then i brought her to gerai Cik Ani to buy some kuih.Her favourite was Kuih Keria mungkin sebab kuih tu manis as she likes candy very much.Sambil-sambil beli kuih tunjukkan dia burung,i remember she was very excited everytime she saw "buwung".Once we reached home i made "cucu" for her and carried her to play outside the house.We weren't actually playing outside we just looking for a cat.She called it "meow".But she's afraid of cats.Normally she'll say "Meow,akut" maksudnye dia takut dengan meow tu.Well,bila aku dah letih melayan dia,i brought her inside.Simply let her play alone.Tell you something,i'm the one who taught her to watch katun.Her favourite channel was Disney Playhouse.She watched Pocoyo,Bob the builder tapi dia takut tgk sesame streets & Barney and friends.Bila nampak je katun tu,dia ckp "akut".So i have to change the channel but make sure its a cartoon.But the hardest part is i can't go anywhere without her following me.Terutama sekali if she wanna sleep i'd have to carry her until she fell asleep.I miss those days so much.Come to think about it,one day when she comes back to Malaysia,she's already 4-5 years of age then.I won't have the chance to "dukung" her anymore or play with her like i used to. How i miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade.




suke dia baru pas mandi.Lepas tu terus bwk die pi MCD


Uncle chatting sambil dukung die sebab die tdo.



budak baik selongkar wallet uncle




Ecah meranapkan laptop uncle..