Wednesday, December 30, 2009

A creature called Human

I've seen that..

Kita hidup di zaman, di mana manusia mempercayai newspaper lebih dpd mempercayai Al-quran, mempercayai ahli politik lebih dpd para Ulama', lebih mempercayai musuh dpd kawan.

Kita hidup di zaman, di mana jiran tetangge hanya menunggu kita jatuh dan bertepuk tangan, pergaduhan kecil dibesar-besarkan, teguran dianggap satu bentuk provokasi yg boleh menimbulkan kemarahan.

"It takes years to build up trust, and it takes suspicion, not proof to break it."
That's how we live..

Monday, December 28, 2009

Tak faham..

I dont understand, i dont understand why people change. After so many years..
Orang yg dulunye baik sgt. Sekarang turn out to be cruel. Orang yg dulunye menjadi contoh, sekarang jd musuh.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Redstar through to the knock-out stage

Yes! We've made it! We won over Orlando Pirates 3-0. The next knock-out game will be held on 4/1/10.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Uniten Cup 09/10

Redstar Belgrade

I'm not so into football coz i concentrate more in Badminton. But i'm currently taking part in Uniten Cup. The team name is Redstar Belgrade prefer to be called Bintang Merah. My position is Left Winger. I'm not so good in football actually but i just have the basic and the experience of playing as a team. When i was in standard 5 i joined the school team SK Sri langat my position was right winger and i was in the starting line-up. My elder bro playing along side me as a striker. I provided all the passing and he provided the goals. I remember in the final match, from the right wing side i crossed a long ball to him and he finished it with a header. And that goal made us the champions of Kuala Langat that year, 1999.

Now in 2009, after a decade i get back my old position. A winger! Its my preferred position bcos i can run pretty fast and dribble quite well. But i doubt about my passing and crossing ability, and my stamina is not up to a level that a football player should have. So far after two matches i've already scored one goal and one assist. And suprisingly, i scored in my Uniten Cup debut. Hehehe This thursday Redstar are going to play against Orlando pirates, if we win we through to the knock-out stage but if we lose, Good bye Uniten Cup. Wish me Luck!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Dont care

I dont care about how people think about me, or talk bout me. Coz if i do, they'll win.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Kereta oh kereta

Sigh tak sedar dah 5 bulan aku tak servis keta aku. Kancil tu dah mengeluarkan asap putih yg agak tebal menandakan betapa nazaknye minyak hitam beliau, mesti dah kotor gile. Cermin keta pun nak kene tuka sbb dah retak, road tax plak bulan ni tamat. Sigh kene tunggu hujung bulan baru payment masuk. Waaa pokailah mcm tak leh berhenti kerja aje ni.
Take me away to Janury im done with this year im tired of everyone here, i just need some time alone, before im ready to come back home.

Friday, December 4, 2009

I see our mother filled with tears, we grew up so fast where did those years go?
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Thursday, December 3, 2009


Back in 1995, when SAF replaced the whole United team with kids. In the 1st Premier League match, United lost to Aston Villa 3-1. Alan Hansen criticised SAF " You'll never win anything with kids". However the young lads won all the next 5 matches and became the premier league champions that season. Among those kids were Neville brothers, Beckham, Nicky Butt, Paul Scholes and Giggs.

Now on 2009, the same thing happened, United already through to the Champions League knock-out stage and SAF let the kids to play against Besiktas. The kids failed to make an impact and lost 1-0. The media claimed that these kids have no future. But last night on Carling Cup match, once again SAF proved that his kids are prodigy. They managed to beat Spurs 2-0 and the goals came from of all people, Darron Gibson. The only Man United midfielder who can strike out of penalty box after scholes.

In the future, United are going to be very strong. Beware!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

As you grow older, you'll learn more about the people you know. I'm scared, yes i am scared. If you were me. You'll feel the same.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I cant take it so i run away and hide

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Yes, i've proven my points

As i expected, Liverpool is already kicked out of Champions League run. Rafa will surely get sacked and Torres will leave Liverpool. Haha i'm so happy. Now the Liverpool fans will have to admit that they are nowhere near Man United. Man United are always bounce back. They are come back king. They will have to admit that United have the better foundation. The kids are strong, the first team are strong, the manager is a genius, the financial is stable and they have loads of loyal players who wouldnt leave the team for ages. I cant wait until March to see United thrashed Liverpool at Old Trafford next year. There's nothing left at Liverpool. All i want is for them to bow to the champions. I bet they will win nothing this season. Dont challenge me, you are not strong enough. Hahahaha

Friday, November 20, 2009

MASISWA Games 2009

MASISWA games is over. This year Uniten were crowned as MASISWA Champions. But we, the Uniten Badminton team only managed to win 2nd place. We lost to UTAR in the final. They have the advantage from their womens single and doubles. Since my first time joining the Uniten team, we have no good female players. We only need one girl, to steal at least a point in women's single and dont worry, the guys will settle the rest because we have pretty strong mens single and doubles. As i promised, i'm retiring after this competition. MASISWA was my last badminton competition. So, goodbye Uniten team.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Fantastic United suffer defeat at Stamford Bridge

If you were a Chelsea fan, you could've expected a better performance from Chelsea at Stamford bridge. I always thought that Essien is better than "Xavi" from Barcelona, but it was clear that United's midfield Carrick and Fletcher executed Essien and Lampard to perfection. 1-0 is not a bad result for United. It was a 50-50 game and you knew it, United created better chances. Unfortunately Chelsea win a "cheap free kick" and Brown and Evans couldnt stopped Terry from scoring. But Evans is still young and Brown has been sidelined for quite some time. They did very well. Nobody could expect that United could play this good at Stamford Bridge. But they did. It would be more interesting if they win but a win is a win and Chelsea deserved the 3 points. I dont know how to describe this game but it was almost a perfect game for United if they have won it. Look at Fletcher, Carrick, Rooney, Brown and Evans. Look properly how did they play tonight. Look at how they Shut drogba and Lampard down. Look at how the Chelsea fans reacted when Obertan fancied Ivanovic. Look at how Evra beat Ashley Cole everytime he ran down the wing side. Look at how Fletcher beat Essien. I didnt expect United can play that well but it is frustrating when your team play well but end up losing. Yes i know, United arent as strong as last season. But United is always the best in England and everyone knows it.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Lets talk Football, Liverpool

After 4 consecutive lost, they overcomed United at Anfield with 2-0 win. But what happen after that? They lost 2 games in a row. A disgraceful lost at Fulham. As i expected, Liverpool is the most threaten club among big four now plus Rafa's career at Anfield is now in doubt. During the game at Craven Cottage against Fulham he substituted Torres and Benayoun and the manager was "boo" by his own supporters and you can say that its about time he leaves Liverpool. This wednesday they will face Lyon at Olympique Lyonnes without Torres who is out for 2 months due to injury and possibly without the captain Gerrard. Their position is at stake, if they lose to Lyon and at the same time Fiorentina beat Debrecen, that means Liverpool's Champions League Campaign is over!

I can confidently say that Liverpool's title race for BPL is already over because they've lost 5 games so far, and they've blown away their Carling Cup when they lost to Arsenal and they are about to walk out of Champions League Campaign. The only cup that left is FA Cup. Will they win any? Will wait and see. Liverpool will finally walk alone without trophy. Hahahahaha

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Micheal Owen progress

The United no7 has limited time to play for United so far. But today he has scored his 3rd goal for United. Micheal Owen is a fantastic player. You can say that he is actually better than Berbatov. He just need more time to settle in. Since his signing as United player, he has only played for 118mins yet he has scored 2 goals for United. Yes, 2 goals maybe are not much but compare to the Boss first choice, Dimitar Berbatov who has already played for 516mins but only has 3 goals so far of the season. Tonight Micheal Owen score his 3rd goal of his United career in the Carling Cup and if that goal to be counted, he has score goals as much as Berbatov did this season so far which is the total of 3 goals.

Just look at how he gave impact to the match against Liverpool on last Sunday. He came on as a sub in the last min but look at how he changed the game. His running caused a lot of troubles to Liverpool defense. The way he controlled the ball and then set up for Valencia, it could've been an equaliser unfortunately the cross bar saved Liverpool. And today against Barnsley, he was terrific! He was very much involved in every attacks. He beats 3 Barnsley defenders before scoring his 3rd goal for united. Congrats Owen!

Hat-rick Lost to Liverpool

The great Manchester United, after 11 unbeaten games finally they to Liverpool and that is for the 3rd times in a row. From the start of the season, United started very slow especially with the 30 mil striker Berbatov not up to expectation and the absence of Ronaldo has given a very big impact to the team. On the attacking side United are relying too much on Rooney whereby on the wing side they relying on "The Welshman Ryan Giggs". Ya, i agree with the critics that United find it very hard to score goals since the depart of Ronaldo. That is very true but one thing you have to remember, who was Ronaldo before he was brought to ManU at the age of 17. Remember who discovered him and lead him to what he is now? Its Manchester United. So don't worry about what happen next, because we know all the youngsters that SAF has brought into the team now, will be the next future stars that worth millions. Obertan, Ljajic, Fabio, rafael ,macheda ,tosic ,Welbeck, these unknown kids are the one who will replace the likes of Giggs, Ronaldo, Scholes, Neville, Ferdinand and just to name a few. United are still in good condition, the result shows everything. 11 unbeaten games before lost to liverpool who have already lost 4 games. We might not win the league this season, Chelsea are looking very strong with the players they have. But more seasons to come. Dont worry, new stars will be born.

Liverpool did well at Anfield, United were Vulnerable without Fletcher and Ji Sung Park. These two men will give big impact in defensive and attacking. The men who not knowing the meaning of stop running until the game is over. Let see what changes that they could bring when they come back. Hargreaves is about to return to the 1st team. I suppose he is the one who gonna take the set-piece responsibility. His free kick is awesome!

I don't know what would happen to Liverpool, with the 30 mils offer from Real Madrid for Gerrard (we all know Real Madrid are always get their man ), and the speculation of Torres to leave the club. The unstable position of Rafa Benitez, and Youth? Do they have any? hahaha all craps. They should start thinking to build up their youth system just like United and Arsenal. What would happen to them next? I have a feeling that this season, the big four will change and their side are the most vulnerable one ( lost 4 games already).

All i want to do is wait until the end of the season. Look who's on top and who's leaving the big four.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


You dont tell everything to anyone. Some things are best to be kept as secret. The main objective is not to hide it, but to protect it.

Monday, September 28, 2009

After Raya

Okay, final exams in one month. Usaha tangga kejayaan! Jom beli tangga banyak2!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Family portrait of Hari Raya

I'm the tallest in family
Click on the photo to enlarge

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Touching story of a man with his son

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door.

"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

"Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.

"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?"

"That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."

"Oh, " the little boy replied, head bowed. Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"

The father was furious. "If the only reason you want to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money. After an hour or so , the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. May be there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. "Are you asleep son?" he asked.

"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills. The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.

"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied. "Daddy, I have $20.00 now... Can I buy an hour of your time?"

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Hari raya is coming!!

I can't believe it! Hari raya is coming! I'm so excited! I can sleep the whole week! Yeah!

p/s: I won't be available on the 1st week of Hari raya. I'm gonna be very busy with pillow and blanket, so don't come and find me. Xiexie!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I'm lost in Kajang

Sekarang aku dah tak tau nak pegi mane. Tak tau nak buat ape. Nak pegi KL dah takde ape kat situ dah. Nak balik Banting? Kadang-kadang terase nak balik, tapi bile dah siap packing suddenly ubah fikiran tak jadi balik. Now i'm stucked in Kajang every weekend. The best solution is cari kerja part time.

Aktiviti dihujung minggu

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Shopping Raya bersama keluarga

Part of my siblings

I love you

I love that you keep complaining "panasnye..panasnye.." when it is 34 degrees out. I love that you make me wait for you 30 minutes at Masjid Putrajaya eventhough the distance is too short when you can even see it from where you were staying. I love the way you drive my car eventhough you don't even know how to change to 2nd gear. I love that you don't say sorry when you make me wait for so long on the train. I love that you get a little crease on your face when you smile at me. I love that after i spend day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes.
I love that you make me wait for half an hour at KTM station and then asked me to go to a different station. I love that you make me stuck on traffic more than half an hour to pick you up, i love that you make me lost my part time job so that i can spend my last moment with you, i love that you didnt cry when you left today , its not because you didnt feel sad, you just dont want me to feel sad, and i love that you are the last person i wanna talk to before i sleep at night. Its not because i'm lonely, it just that when you realize you wanna spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start every second. I just hope after you'r gone today, this won't be the last time i see you.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Kick racism out

Our country has just celebrated its 52nd of independence day two days ago. For 52 years we live in peace and harmony with multi racial and cultural, but still after 52 years we cannot dispute the existence of racism in Malaysia.

Recently, i've been looking for a part time job through the websites such as promoter, cashier, draftman, freelance and so on. As i search for the job, i noticed one funny thing. That it is normal to see advertisements with " Chinese prefered/Chinese only" stated clearly in the attachment.

Apart from that, i once went to The Mines shopping mall and when i passed by a store, i read an advertisement written "Vacancy, Chinese only".
Luckily this is Malaysia because if we live in UK, this kind of advertisement is illegal and the company who done this can be sued.

If you go to goverment office, you'll see most of the employees and staffs are Malays. If you go to shopping mall, you'll see the place is dominated by Chinese and if you go to Astro or Maxis you'll find most of them are Indians.

I'm not trying to criticise anyone or being racist here but my point is how long we are going to live like this? Lets work together and kick Racism out of this country. You can start it from your neighbourhood and for students, start with your housemates :)

Click on the photo to enlarge

Saturday, August 29, 2009

If you have

If you have a good family, love them.
If you have a good wife, love her.
If you have a good husband, love him.
If you have a good son, love him.
If you have a good daughter, love her.
If you have a good boy friend, love him.
If you have a good girl friend, love her.
If you have good friends, love them.

Because once you betray a relationship, hope seems to fade away. Life won't be the same again. You grow old with regret. No one stands by you when you'r dying. Who is to be blamed? It's your fault.
In conclusion, do not betray others.

Artworks by Adi Sakinah

Why Sony Alpha?

I had listened to several people who asked me why did you buy Sony alpha instead of Nikon or Canon? Yes, Sony is new in this industry, if not mistaken their first model of Digital SLR was Sony a100 released in early 2006. Basically, Sony alpha utilizes and expands upon Konica Minolta camera technologies. That explains why Minolta lenses fit with Sony alpha. If you compare Sony alpha with Canon or Nikon in terms of specifications, of course Sony alpha is the lowest rank among these three but in terms of the picture quality there's not much difference but depends on your skills. Previously, customers were afraid of buying Sony alpha products because Sony might not be able to compete with other companies such as Nikon and Canon that have been involved in this industry for ages, in the end they might leave this industry just like that and what happen next? No more accessories and lenses will be produced for Sony alpha. That is so worrying. But as time goes by, Sony never seemed to abandon this field. They'r getting better in time with few more Sony alpha cameras being introduced. They'r looking more and more serious to compete in this industry.

In Malaysia, if you search through websites such as or you can easily find items that compatible with Sony Alpha especially lens. You can find lots of lenses, brand new or used, they are all in cheap prices. Most of Sony alpha compatible with Sigma, Tamron and Minolta lenses. Therefore, if you can't afford to buy Sony G or Carl Zeiss lens you can go for Sigma lens and so on. As i can see, it is much easier to find 2nd hand or used lens for Sony than Canon in Malaysia. (Different case if you'r staying in Europe of course Canon is very much popular) In addition, lenses for Sony are much cheaper than others because Sony alpha cameras are designed with built-in image stabilizer which means you don't have to buy lenses with image stabilizer where the prices are much more costly.

In general, you can say that Sony alpha is a "budget DSLR" with high quality of images and functions. It has everything you can expect from a DSLR. After all, it your skills and creativity that is more important.

Friday, August 28, 2009


Only one week left. Time flies....

Thursday, August 20, 2009


Yes, i am a very good actor. Fake smile and laugh, nobody notices me.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Uniten team Sarawak Tour

Makan besar bersama kawan2 Sarawakian

Okay, basically it was a disaster but totally it was fun. Tak faham? hehe okay, the first disaster waktu nak check-in kat LCCT, aku bersama group ni boleh la bantai makan KFC smpi 9.05 am, sedangkan departure time kul 9.45am. Tak tau lak yg kaunter close 45mins before departure. Ape yg terjadi? Lepas makan tu tgk kat sign board counter closed. Haha semua lintang pukang lari. Sampai kat kaunter officer tu ckp kaunter closed already. Memandangkan die tgk kitorg ramai diepun tolong la check-in kan. Nasib baik sempat.. :) Awal betul die tutup kaunter padahal domestic flight je,aku masih igt wktu kat Glasgow nak balik ke Notts, aku 1/2 jam from departure time baru reach airport, tapi masih sempat je. Siap tunggu dlm 10min lg kat gate. Unfortunately, Saiful didnt make it. Die kene tinggal flight dan terpakse beli tiket kul 12.30. Kesian beliau :)

Okay, bila sampai Kuching Wui Jern fetch kitorg bersama dua hot chicks...ehem..ehem..dua hot chicks tu pulak jd tour guide kitorg..makin menarik la trip ke Sarawak ni. Mula-mula nak stay kat hotel but then ade orang offer kitorang stay kat Semi-D dgn harga RM150 satu malam (Ditanggung beres oleh Uniten).

Waktu malam plak kitorang start match Uniten vs Swinburne Uni..keputusan Uniten menang 3-2. Disebabkan aku demam,aku berkeputusan untuk tidak bermain pd malam tu tp bila double yg menggantikan aku tu kalah aku pun terpaksa la main sebagai 2nd double sbb kalau kalah lg overall Uniten kalah ler. Malang gile dengan keadaan demam aku bermain, walaupun menang tp lepas match terus terbaring kat tepi. Suddenly suhu badan naik mendadak. Wuuu kesian aku..waktu tu betul-betul rase nak balik sini, siap dah bincang dgn captain lagi. Lepas jumpa doctor, die bagi injection eso0k paginye rase semakin pulih. Tapi the next game aku tak main sbb risau kejadian semalam berulang semula. But still Uniten menang 3-2 keatas Kenyalang Club.

The next day kitorang bercuti kat Damai Beach (kalau tak silap wktu aku darjah 4 penah pegi cni) Kitorg melawat Cultural village dan sebagainya.
In conclusion, Sarawak mmg best :) Nice one!

Friday, August 7, 2009

21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Rindu mereka

Rindu Aisyah
Rindu Imran
Rindu Angah
Rindu Abe Gafis
Rindu Carboot
Rindu Main bola kat Loughborough
Rindu ASDA
Rindu Aero
Rindu BBQ
Rindu tgk katun dgn Ecah & Imran
Rindu semua

Abe Gafis, Angah, Ecah & Imran at Cambridge Uni

Chase coy -Take me away

Sunday, July 12, 2009

4th sem

Pejam celik dah masuk sem ke-4. Ada khabar angin mengatakan budak-budak rumah aku semua nak berubah, kononnye dah tak nak main game & nak mula belajar dari awal. Boleh percaye ke ni? Hurm.. Tan aku percaya memang takkan berubah lah. Dia awal-awal dah cakap sem ni jadual tak pack sebab tu kene main game unlike sem-sem lepas yg pack gile. Dia ape peduli, wlupun main game 24 jam tapi pointer tetap 3.4++. How bout Ezad, Azri & Jen? And how about me? Aku berhasrat nak beli net-book dgn niat takde lah aku ber'counter strike' lagi lepas ni. Boleh percaye ke? Silap-silap aku duk pinjam desktop Azri melayan FIFA lagi-lagi Azri dah jadi room mate aku sem ni. haha WEH! FIFA 2010 tak lama lagi nak kuar!!

Setelah dikenal pasti killer subject aku sem ni ialah Structure Analysis. Waa ngeri!
Dah la lecturer kitorang Mr Sivakumar aka Yamang yg kalau boleh tak nak sesiapa dapat A dlm kelas dia. Percaye tak percaye quiz die waktu sem 2 dulu lebih susah daripada soalan final. Tapi sebenarnya dia bagus, sentiasa mengingatkan students supaya refresh semula knowledge dalam subject Statics & Mechanics Materials supaya tak merangkak dalam Structure Analysis. Satu lagi subject yg aku takut ialah Enviromental. Subject ni mesti byk nak kene hafal, aku paling benci bab-bab menghafal ni. Aku lebih rela membuat calculation sepanjang 2-3 muka surat dpd menghafal terma-terma yang sememangnya panjang lebar dan biasenye aku tak faham pun ape yg aku hafal. Hahaha Maka aku nak menggunakan strategi sem lepas iaitu membodek lecturer! yeah! Jiayou!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009


Habit yg dibawak balik dari UK..

  • Pas beli barang asyik sebut 'cheers'
  • Naik keta je terus fasten seat belt
  • Kalau type website pape mesti nak letak ""
  • Kat Uk mimpi M'sia skrg ni mimpi UK lak. Ecah dagn Imran sentiasa terbayang..

Thursday, July 2, 2009


Only 2 days left and then i'm going back to Malaysia. My flight is on Saturday, 6.10 pm. Time flies, its nearly 3 months already. I love UK, but i love Malaysia more. That's where i belong. I'm looking forward to see my mother and friends. Breakfast at mamak, milo panas and nasi lemak. Badminton training at Serdang, battling Fifa with housemates, wake up at 8 for classes, arguing with Tan over little things, football in the evening, go to sate kajang at 2 in the morning, lunch at upten, sleeping together with friends in the living room, pasar malam on Sunday, doing revision with classmates, conteng meja during classes, movie and karaoke on weekend. I miss these things. Yup, surely i'm gonna miss Nottingham especially Aisyah & Imran. I love them and i know they love me too. University will be opened on Monday, shit! i think i'ma need to rest for few days. I'm planning to skip the first week, minggu pertama aje maa,mane ade ape sangat. Paling-paling pun intro untuk course outline aje. Oh shit! I forgot! tak beli souvenirs tuk Dr Rahayu, dia bagi aku A geology tu. haha nak rasuah die lagi ni, silap-silap dia amik aku masuk research team die. :p hehehe
Guys, wait for me. Balik ni kite meronggeng..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Suicide attempt at Alton Towers

Location: Alton Towers, Stoke
Date: 16/6/09-17/6/09

Alton Towers ni is one of the most famous theme park kat UK. Kalau nak compare Alton Towers dengan Genting Higlands tu bagaikan Terengganu dengan Selangor la..haha (Maafkan sy org Ganu, jgn mara). Ini kali pertama aku masuk Alton Towers begitu juga dgn Sakinah & Abg Anas tp Raihan dah penah pegi sekali. Antara kami bertiga Raihan la yg paling excited sekali (Baru nampak signboard Alton Towers kat Stoke dah mcm nak melompat..hehe tak pe Raihan comel cam teletubbies :p). Okay, kami sampai kat Alton Towers dlm kul 10 pagi & terus main SpinballWhizzer. Menakutkan!! Menakutkan!! Menakutkan!! Walaupun Spinball Whizzer ni tak termasuk dlm thrill rides tp aku rase beliau adalah antara ride yg paling thrill. Total semua ada 8 thrill rides which are Air, The blade, Enterprise, Nemesis, Oblivion, Rita- Queen of speed, Ripsaw and lastly Submission. Kitorang dapat naik semua thrill rides ni walaupun aku secara jujurnya takut sehingga nak termuntah, tapi aku beranikan diri sebab alang-alang dah sampaikan..hehe Antara semua ride ni aku paling takut "Submission" sebab die pusing 360 and then pause upside down kat atas. I'm afraid of height so mmg menyesal gile lah wktu tergantung kat atas tu. Berbanding thrill rides yg lain wlupun lebih menakutkan tapi sebab semua in motion so tak berderau sgt jantung aku. Sebab aku dah biase merempit so tak heran sgt dengan speed la. hahaha Another one yg aku tak tahan "Enterprise". Dia mcm wheel dan kitorg dikurung dlm cage. Bila bende tu pusing aku rase cam nak terbang je sbb Abg Anas tak pegang aku, dah la tak de safety belt. Aku bayangkan kalau pintu cage tu terbuka silap-silap terbang balik M'sia aku. Setelah kepeningan sehingga terbaring atas rumput, dlm kul 5 kitorang pun blah. Last2 minute boleh plak terpikir nak dtg lagi esoknye, so kami pun beli la tiket untuk sehari lagi (dapat discount mah). Pada hari ke-2 kitorg habiskan la ride yg tak sempat naik dan siap boleh naik thrill rides berulang-ulang kali..hehe aku sarankan kalau nak pegi Alton Towers pastikan wktu tu weekdays, bukan school holidays & make sure pilih hari yg akan hujan. So tak yah beratur panjang sangat....

In conclusion, Alton towers memang best! So sape2 nak dtg UK singgah la ke Alton Towers, jgn lupe beli ticket kat Ebay..hohohoh




Saturday, June 27, 2009

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness on the soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I will grow through this pain

Reveal the truth, find the solution, be patient and be strong. Together we can make a difference. Yesterday can no longer be changed so we aim for tomorrow. Stay together! Do not break apart! Have faith! Smile will return.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Summary of Wales Trip

Date: 7 /6/09-9/6/09
Location: Snowdonia,Wales

Snowdonia is located at North of Wales about 2-3 hours from Notts by car. Kat sini kami stay kat Travelodge selama 2 malam.
Kami pergi mendaki Snowdonia dgn menaiki train. Tak larat la nak mendaki lagi-lagi ade Aisyah dgn imran. Kami naik Vintage train yg masih menggunakan enjin Stim. Lepas tu kami melawat kwsn sekitar Caenorfon. Ada sebuah istana kat sini tapi kami tak masuk pun,sekadar ambil gmbr dari luar. Then pegi pulak melawat pantai kat Conwy. Sejuknye kat sini sebab angin kuat. Sekejap je duduk luar pastu aku nyorok dalam kereta balik. Malas nak sambung la, tgk gmbr bawah ni je la.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Summary of Scotland Trip

Date: 28/5/09 - 4/6/09
Location : Glasgow, Isle of Skye, Edinburgh

Memandangkan aku begitu 'free' jadi aku nak buat review sikit pasal trip aku ke Scotland wlupun aku malas sbnrnye nak type.

29th may, pertama kali jumpa orang yg aku tak pernah jumpa. Nervous jugak sebenarnye. Nasib baik aku ni sentiasa peramah. Mcm Tan ckp "Ko ni dgn orang yg tak kenal pun kau mcm dah lama kenal". Nak recall balik kemane aku pegi 1st day, ermm Celtic Park, Glasgow Uni, Kelvingrove Gallery & Kelvingrove Park. Waktu ni aku ditemani Abang Anaz, kesian dia kene bawa aku jalan seharian sampai penat. (Aku pun penat) In the end kami sama-sama pegi berjemur kat kelvingrove Park bersama 'hot chicks'.haha
Malamnya pulak, aku tolong mak cik memotong-motong rumput,eh bukan rumput tp sayur-sayuran sebab the next day ade event kat Malaysian Fair. Walaupun aku tak pernah buat kerje-kerje memotong sayur ni (potong orang penah la), tapi aku blaja jugak & i think its fun :).

30th may, Aku tolong mem'promo' Kaya & karipap kat gerai Perantau owned by family Pak Cik Omar at Malaysian Fair.

31st may, bertolak ke Isle of Skye. Located at North of Scotland supposedly it takes around 4 hours driving from Glasgow tapi disebabkan byk sgt berhenti untuk bergambar, dekat 8 jam jugak baru kami sampai. Crew yang mengikuti ialah Abg Anas, Zaim & Sakinah. Sampai kat Skye around kul 12am, mslh timbul bila kami tak dibenarkan untuk check in ke hostel sbb dah melebihi wktu check in. Hampeh! at last kami tido kat hostel lain. Isle of skye memang cantik. So aku promo sape2 nak ke Scotland, Isle of Skye is a must place to visit at least once before you die.

1st June, pusing-pusing sekitar Isle of Skye.

2nd June, Masih di Skye. Sambung jalan habiskan tawaf semua tempat kat Skye tu. Dalam pukul 3 atau 4 petang tu kami bertolak balik ke Glasgow. On the way balik timbul pulak mslg lain iaitu jalan ditutup. Jadi kami melencong ikut jalan lain. Alhamdulillah, selamat tiba kat Glasgow pukul 4 pagi. Sampai rumah terus pengsan.

3rd June, tido punye tido. Pukul 12 tghari baru lah bangun. Then pegi city beli souvenirs. Pas2 pegi lepaking kat umah Zaim kat Strachlyde and bermain-main dihadapan Cathedral. Kemudian pegi main kat Glasgow Uni. Setelah penat bergmbr sambil melompat-lompat, kami bergerak pulak ke Kelvingrove Park smbil makan Pizza yg dibelanja oleh Raihan aka Ryan.

4th June, aku dah nak balik pun. Flight kul 9 malam. Before going back, pukul 10 pagi tu kami pegi Edinburgh pulak dgn Train. Honestly, mati-mati aku igt Glasgow Ibu negeri Scotland, rupenye Edinburgh. hehe aku bab2 Geografi ni mmg fail. Tu la.. waktu cikgu ajar dulu aku pegi mengorat dak Junior. haha Setelah letih kami menapak kat bandar Edinburgh, kamipun bertolak balik ke Glasgow. Tak leh lama2 sgt, risau aku terlepas flight pulak.

In conclusion, Scotland best! Indescribable experience :)
Nice one!

Zaim, Abg Anas, Sakinah, Ashin sama
(Isle of Skye)

Sakinah, Ashin sama, Raihan
(Edinburgh Castle)

The haunted Glasgow University

Millions of thanks to Keluarga Pak Cik Omar :)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Stop crying your heart out

Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

Friday, June 12, 2009

Walau habis terang

Ku terbiasa
Tersenyum tenang
Walau aa… a a aah…
Hatiku menangis
Kaulah cerita
Tertulis dengan pasti
Selamanya dalam pikiranku

Uh... selamanya...

Peluk tubuh ku
Untuk sejenak
Dan biarkan kita
Memudar dengan pasti
Biarkan semua
Seperti seharusnya
Takkan pernah
Menjadi milikku

Lupakan semua
Tinggalkan ini
Ku ’kan tenang
Dan kau kan pergi

Berjalanlah walau habis terang
Ambil Cahaya Cinta ku terangi jalan mu
Di antara beribu lainnya
Kau tetap…
Kau tetap…
Kau tetap…


Having fallen, i lost the courage to move on. I blamed myself for what i've lost. The past can't be changed, therefore it haunts me everyday. I did stuffs that i'm not proud of and it saddens me. But tomorrow is different, it still can be changed and therefore, i think i stop here.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Give me some time

Time. All i need is time. Give me some time and believe in me. There are things that i need to complete. Dont ask, just wait. I will come to you.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


There are things in life that you wouldnt achieve, even if you try hard its just wont work. Therefore you have to think before you try. I used to say " Bukan semua perkara kita perlu fikir, kadang-kadang dengar kata hati dah cukup". I was wrong , we need to think before doing something. sebab sekadar mendengar kata hati, tak pernah mencukupi. Close your eyes, take a deep breath and start thinking. If it is impossible to achieve, dont try it. Because sometimes letting go is the only solution, but as for me, most of the time letting go is the only solution. I am someone who is good with rejection. Keep smiling, eventhough your heart is crying the tears of blood. As time goes by, memories remain. But the pain dissipates.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Barca Reign in Europe

Final score: Barca 2-o United (Eto'o 10minMessi 70)

The anticipated result finally came true. As a Man Utd fan, i always hate Barca. Not because they beat us. I hate them because they are unstoppable. Eventhough United defeat them last season, but it was obvious that luck was on United side. Today's match ended up with Barca bring the glory to Nou Camp. United did well today but Barca were 2 times better. In the whole game Barca win the ball possession with 53 while United 47. Therefore, it wasnt a one sided game. Both team created chances, Barca with 12 shots while United with 11 shots. But after all, Barca deserved the trophy. Before the match started i was wondering if United are gonna play the same way like Chelsea did which is total defensive but they werent. So at least we lost with pride. People can't say " Even with 10 defenders United couldnt stop Barca breaking through". People keep comparing between Messi and Ronaldo but to me the player who has given the biggest impact in the game was iniesta. Not only in this game but in every matches he had played, he is the key of winning. He can play in the center, he can play wide in the winger. His passing, his dribbling, his movement, the way he finds space, the way he drags the defenders to give more space for the striker and especially his understandings with his team, he is brilliant!. For me he is perfect. I believe he can score more goals than Eto'o and Messi, but he needs to be a little bit selfish. There was one time when he had a clear chance to shoot but he passed the ball to Eto'o. After the match, a reporter asked him, why didnt he score? and he said "Eto'o wants to score the most goals in La Liga". After a few games, he did it again but this time he passed the ball to Messi to score. And after being asked, he said " Messi hasnt scored goals for the previous few games". I believe, if he score more goals he's gonna be awarded the best player in the world. As a Man Utd fan, congrats Barca but the revenge will come. And don't forget United are still the best in England. Not because they've won the league this season, but they won the league for the 3rd season in a row!. Good Job Sir Alex!

p/s: Kepada kelab Big four BPL who havent won any trophies this season, i pity your fans. Better luck next time :)

Thursday, May 21, 2009


Date: 20/5/09

Sempena menyambut birthday Mek Cah kamipun melawat Legoland yg jaraknya kira-kira 200km dari Notts. Tempat ni mmg sesuai untuk kanak-kanak dan tak pasti pulak untuk orang dewasa tapi aku nampak ramai jugak couple-couple datang sini berdating. Setelah mencuri voucher melalui internet harga tiket 15 pounds (asal 37 bai) seorang dewasa & percuma bagi kanak-kanak bawah 3 tahun.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Menarik untuk ditonton

Aril Peterpan,Fadzly Padi,Kris Jamrud,Once Dewa & Duta SO7

Mus May, Nash Lefthanded & Awie Wings (Mus tarik dahsyat gler!)

p/s: Vokal Mus lebih baik dari Steven tyler Aerosmtih :p

Aerosmtih - I dont wanna miss a thing Live

Friday, May 15, 2009

Long awaited cheque akhirnya dah di bank-in kan

Aku tak tau kenape setiap bulan aku kene ambil cheque MARA dari Pn Rumaizu sedangkan ramai pelajar-pelajar tajaan MARA yg lain duit allowance diorang masuk directly ke dalam akaun cimb. Pn Rumaizu pernah suruh aku call MARA, tanye diorg sendiri kenapa, tapi bila aku fikir balik, lebih baik aku dpt cheque sbb normally cheque aku masuk pertengahan bulan, kalau yang melalui account transfer biasenya akhir bulan baru boleh dapat. Tapi yang lecehnya setiap bulan aku kene pegi bank untuk deposit cheque tu ke dalam akaun aku. And another thing, macam sekarang aku kat UK, aku terpakse menyusahkan Azri untuk mengambil cheque tersebut bagi pihak aku dan kemudian bank-in ke akaun aku. Akhirnya setelah dekat sebulan lebih menunggu, Azri "berjaya" ambil cheque tu dan masukkan dalam akaun aku. Kesian dia, dah la baru dapat lesen kereta. Belum beli kereta pulak tu, terpaksa pinjam kereta parents dia semata-mata nak amik cheque aku kat Uniten. Thanks Azri! Nanti aku belanja ko kat Upten.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Tiba-tiba aku rindu nak lepak pantai. Kalau kat Banting, boleh kata setiap malam minggu aku lepak pantai, jarak dari Banting ke pantai dalam 15-20 mins aje. Ade Pantai Morib tapi favourite aku Pantai Kelanang, tempat dimana berkumpulnya mat-mat rempit sekitar Kuala Langat pada petang Ahad. Masih ingat lagi waktu polis buat rush kat situ, semua bertempiaran cabut lari. Cakap pasal cabut lari, teringat peristiwa kat Pantai Morib. Waktu tu budak ktrg ade deal dgn budak Kg Endah. Semua berenti tepi jalan, sementara menunggu budak Kg Endah sampai. Tengah ktrg syok2 berborak tiba-tiba datang satu kereta polis dgn siren menyala menyerbu ke arah kitorg. Semua kelam kabut start engine moto nak melarikan diri. Aku tak pikir panjang terus lompat atas moto Pejal, meninggalkan kereta polis tu, ingatkan dah boleh lepas dah. Tiba-tiba polis sume dah stand by kat depan buat road block. Disebabkan aku naik dgn Pejal yg hati gering gile ni, mmg dia takkan berenti punye. Dalam keadaan ktorg cube melepasi road block tu dgn kelajuan yg agak boleh membunuh, tiba-tiba je aku merasakan helmet singgah ke belakangku. Si polis sialan tu melibas helmet kat belakang aku. Ape lagi,tergolek la dua-dua. Nasib baik terseret atas rumput. Kalau atas jalan tar confirm ICU. Bila aku toleh kebelakang, abang aku & the gang semua dah surrender dah. Hahaha Seronok rasenye duduk Banting. Selalu sangat main kejar-kejar dgn polis. Nice one!

Pantai Kelanang 2005