Ok lets move on.
Sakinah was the best thing ever happened in my life. I felt like the door was open for me to enter her life. Before meeting her i was heartbroken, i couldnt forget someone i love and i waited for her for 4 years. I was living in fantasy. But suddenly someone with the name Sakinah, she opened up my heart. I didnt know why and how but it just happened. I bet you guys know how it feels like when you fall in love for someone, all the feelings came back to me and they made me ALIVE! I stalked her Friendster everyday! So, now i have her Friendster and YM. But i forgot to add her at Myspace.
As her number 1 stalker i added her at Myspace but what i found was really shocking and it broke my heart,
"Sakinah Omar is in a relationship."
In that moment i felt like i was the loneliest person on earth. The first thing i did was to see who was the guy. I read all the comments between them. They were sweets. So sweets that you might get a diabetes. So what happened to me was, I completely lost hope. All my fantasies about being with her gone. And i decided, not to keep in touch with her.