Suicide attempt at Alton Towers

Location: Alton Towers, Stoke
Date: 16/6/09-17/6/09

Alton Towers ni is one of the most famous theme park kat UK. Kalau nak compare Alton Towers dengan Genting Higlands tu bagaikan Terengganu dengan Selangor la..haha (Maafkan sy org Ganu, jgn mara). Ini kali pertama aku masuk Alton Towers begitu juga dgn Sakinah & Abg Anas tp Raihan dah penah pegi sekali. Antara kami bertiga Raihan la yg paling excited sekali (Baru nampak signboard Alton Towers kat Stoke dah mcm nak melompat..hehe tak pe Raihan comel cam teletubbies :p). Okay, kami sampai kat Alton Towers dlm kul 10 pagi & terus main SpinballWhizzer. Menakutkan!! Menakutkan!! Menakutkan!! Walaupun Spinball Whizzer ni tak termasuk dlm thrill rides tp aku rase beliau adalah antara ride yg paling thrill. Total semua ada 8 thrill rides which are Air, The blade, Enterprise, Nemesis, Oblivion, Rita- Queen of speed, Ripsaw and lastly Submission. Kitorang dapat naik semua thrill rides ni walaupun aku secara jujurnya takut sehingga nak termuntah, tapi aku beranikan diri sebab alang-alang dah sampaikan..hehe Antara semua ride ni aku paling takut "Submission" sebab die pusing 360 and then pause upside down kat atas. I'm afraid of height so mmg menyesal gile lah wktu tergantung kat atas tu. Berbanding thrill rides yg lain wlupun lebih menakutkan tapi sebab semua in motion so tak berderau sgt jantung aku. Sebab aku dah biase merempit so tak heran sgt dengan speed la. hahaha Another one yg aku tak tahan "Enterprise". Dia mcm wheel dan kitorg dikurung dlm cage. Bila bende tu pusing aku rase cam nak terbang je sbb Abg Anas tak pegang aku, dah la tak de safety belt. Aku bayangkan kalau pintu cage tu terbuka silap-silap terbang balik M'sia aku. Setelah kepeningan sehingga terbaring atas rumput, dlm kul 5 kitorang pun blah. Last2 minute boleh plak terpikir nak dtg lagi esoknye, so kami pun beli la tiket untuk sehari lagi (dapat discount mah). Pada hari ke-2 kitorg habiskan la ride yg tak sempat naik dan siap boleh naik thrill rides berulang-ulang kali..hehe aku sarankan kalau nak pegi Alton Towers pastikan wktu tu weekdays, bukan school holidays & make sure pilih hari yg akan hujan. So tak yah beratur panjang sangat....

In conclusion, Alton towers memang best! So sape2 nak dtg UK singgah la ke Alton Towers, jgn lupe beli ticket kat Ebay..hohohoh

Nemesis



Air



Oblivion

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness on the soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
(oh-oh-oh)

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
(Woh-oh-oh)

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
(Woh-oh-oh)

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
(Woh-oh-oh)

I will grow through this pain

Reveal the truth, find the solution, be patient and be strong. Together we can make a difference. Yesterday can no longer be changed so we aim for tomorrow. Stay together! Do not break apart! Have faith! Smile will return.

Summary of Wales Trip

Date: 7 /6/09-9/6/09
Location: Snowdonia,Wales

Snowdonia is located at North of Wales about 2-3 hours from Notts by car. Kat sini kami stay kat Travelodge selama 2 malam.
Kami pergi mendaki Snowdonia dgn menaiki train. Tak larat la nak mendaki lagi-lagi ade Aisyah dgn imran. Kami naik Vintage train yg masih menggunakan enjin Stim. Lepas tu kami melawat kwsn sekitar Caenorfon. Ada sebuah istana kat sini tapi kami tak masuk pun,sekadar ambil gmbr dari luar. Then pegi pulak melawat pantai kat Conwy. Sejuknye kat sini sebab angin kuat. Sekejap je duduk luar pastu aku nyorok dalam kereta balik. Malas nak sambung la, tgk gmbr bawah ni je la.

Summary of Scotland Trip

Date: 28/5/09 - 4/6/09
Location : Glasgow, Isle of Skye, Edinburgh

Memandangkan aku begitu 'free' jadi aku nak buat review sikit pasal trip aku ke Scotland wlupun aku malas sbnrnye nak type.

29th may, pertama kali jumpa orang yg aku tak pernah jumpa. Nervous jugak sebenarnye. Nasib baik aku ni sentiasa peramah. Mcm Tan ckp "Ko ni dgn orang yg tak kenal pun kau mcm dah lama kenal". Nak recall balik kemane aku pegi 1st day, ermm Celtic Park, Glasgow Uni, Kelvingrove Gallery & Kelvingrove Park. Waktu ni aku ditemani Abang Anaz, kesian dia kene bawa aku jalan seharian sampai penat. (Aku pun penat) In the end kami sama-sama pegi berjemur kat kelvingrove Park bersama 'hot chicks'.haha
Malamnya pulak, aku tolong mak cik memotong-motong rumput,eh bukan rumput tp sayur-sayuran sebab the next day ade event kat Malaysian Fair. Walaupun aku tak pernah buat kerje-kerje memotong sayur ni (potong orang penah la), tapi aku blaja jugak & i think its fun :).

30th may, Aku tolong mem'promo' Kaya & karipap kat gerai Perantau owned by family Pak Cik Omar at Malaysian Fair.

31st may, bertolak ke Isle of Skye. Located at North of Scotland supposedly it takes around 4 hours driving from Glasgow tapi disebabkan byk sgt berhenti untuk bergambar, dekat 8 jam jugak baru kami sampai. Crew yang mengikuti ialah Abg Anas, Zaim & Sakinah. Sampai kat Skye around kul 12am, mslh timbul bila kami tak dibenarkan untuk check in ke hostel sbb dah melebihi wktu check in. Hampeh! at last kami tido kat hostel lain. Isle of skye memang cantik. So aku promo sape2 nak ke Scotland, Isle of Skye is a must place to visit at least once before you die.

1st June, pusing-pusing sekitar Isle of Skye.

2nd June, Masih di Skye. Sambung jalan habiskan tawaf semua tempat kat Skye tu. Dalam pukul 3 atau 4 petang tu kami bertolak balik ke Glasgow. On the way balik timbul pulak mslg lain iaitu jalan ditutup. Jadi kami melencong ikut jalan lain. Alhamdulillah, selamat tiba kat Glasgow pukul 4 pagi. Sampai rumah terus pengsan.

3rd June, tido punye tido. Pukul 12 tghari baru lah bangun. Then pegi city beli souvenirs. Pas2 pegi lepaking kat umah Zaim kat Strachlyde and bermain-main dihadapan Cathedral. Kemudian pegi main kat Glasgow Uni. Setelah penat bergmbr sambil melompat-lompat, kami bergerak pulak ke Kelvingrove Park smbil makan Pizza yg dibelanja oleh Raihan aka Ryan.

4th June, aku dah nak balik pun. Flight kul 9 malam. Before going back, pukul 10 pagi tu kami pegi Edinburgh pulak dgn Train. Honestly, mati-mati aku igt Glasgow Ibu negeri Scotland, rupenye Edinburgh. hehe aku bab2 Geografi ni mmg fail. Tu la.. waktu cikgu ajar dulu aku pegi mengorat dak Junior. haha Setelah letih kami menapak kat bandar Edinburgh, kamipun bertolak balik ke Glasgow. Tak leh lama2 sgt, risau aku terlepas flight pulak.

In conclusion, Scotland best! Indescribable experience :)
Nice one!

Zaim, Abg Anas, Sakinah, Ashin sama
(Isle of Skye)

Sakinah, Ashin sama, Raihan
(Edinburgh Castle)

The haunted Glasgow University

Millions of thanks to Keluarga Pak Cik Omar :)

Stop crying your heart out

Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

Stay together for the kids

Walau habis terang

Ku terbiasa
Tersenyum tenang
Walau aa… a a aah…
Hatiku menangis
Kaulah cerita
Tertulis dengan pasti
Selamanya dalam pikiranku

Uh... selamanya...

Peluk tubuh ku
Untuk sejenak
Dan biarkan kita
Memudar dengan pasti
Biarkan semua
Seperti seharusnya
Takkan pernah
Menjadi milikku

Lupakan semua
Tinggalkan ini
Ku ’kan tenang
Dan kau kan pergi

Berjalanlah walau habis terang
Ambil Cahaya Cinta ku terangi jalan mu
Di antara beribu lainnya
Kau tetap…
Kau tetap…
Kau tetap…
Benderang

Stop

Having fallen, i lost the courage to move on. I blamed myself for what i've lost. The past can't be changed, therefore it haunts me everyday. I did stuffs that i'm not proud of and it saddens me. But tomorrow is different, it still can be changed and therefore, i think i stop here.

Give me some time

Time. All i need is time. Give me some time and believe in me. There are things that i need to complete. Dont ask, just wait. I will come to you.

Life

There are things in life that you wouldnt achieve, even if you try hard its just wont work. Therefore you have to think before you try. I used to say " Bukan semua perkara kita perlu fikir, kadang-kadang dengar kata hati dah cukup". I was wrong , we need to think before doing something. sebab sekadar mendengar kata hati, tak pernah mencukupi. Close your eyes, take a deep breath and start thinking. If it is impossible to achieve, dont try it. Because sometimes letting go is the only solution, but as for me, most of the time letting go is the only solution. I am someone who is good with rejection. Keep smiling, eventhough your heart is crying the tears of blood. As time goes by, memories remain. But the pain dissipates.