It's been a long time i havent feeling sad.Things i do to get rid of the feeling.

1) I go to library and read books eventhough i hate it.
2) If i'm in Banting i'll go to the beach and watch people fishing.
3) Watch lumba haram on saturday night.
4) Riding a motobike in town without wearing helmet so that the cops will chase me.
5) Fighting
6) Drive my car to a lonely road and shout as hard as i like.
7) Go out for badminton training and smash the shuttle with full swing.
8) Shout for every single point i win.
9) Hit the wall with my bare hand.
10)Laughing
11)Joking
12)Look at Ecah & Imran pics or watch their videos.
13)Send a stupid message to my mom. "Lari!Jepun menyerang malaya".She'll reply me.
14)Tell Tan that my heart is broken so that he'll laughs at me.He won't believes me.
15)Tell someone that i love him.I wanna marry him.(Most of the time to Tan)
16)Sit on the tv and watch the sofa
17)Stare at my friends while they'r sleeping early morning.
18)Talk to myself in the mirror.
19)Singing Jay Chou songs.
20)I end up hurting myself

p/s : I'm not a gay i'm just pretending to be one.